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30000 是指 30000贴
OR 积分是30000？

几灶，在看几部连续剧 都没有更新的  
一周才有一集。。。。

O,  RAIN

WAS FALLING,  

ON THE WINDOW

ON THE STREET

ON THE ROOF OF HOUSES

IT KEEPS FALLING

I WAS FRUSTRATED EVERY TIME

WHEN IT RAINS LIKE THAT

SOMEBODY WHO  HOLDED DIFFERENT IDEAS

RAIN IS BEAUTIFUL THING

ITS KIND OF NATURE'S GIFT FOR US

WHY DO I HATE IT SO MUCH?

I LIKE THE SUNSHINE BETTER









  



  

I CHECK TIME BY TIME WHEN THE AWFUL WEATHER
COULD BE AWAY
I KNOW ,
I WILL BE GREAT AGAIN
AND  MY HEART WILL BE FULL OF STRENGHEN AND POWER
ALL I NEED  
IS TO SEE A CLEAR DAY ASAP
WHAT A EMOTIONAL FEELING IT IS
YEP,

NOBODY PROBABLLY WILL BE SO SENSITIVE
IN SUCH A SICK WAY

HOW POOR THING I AM
   TO BE DOWN BECAUSE OF THE RAIN

      HOW CAN I FEEL SO BAD  OF THE RAIN,
IS THAT BECAUSE,
     IT IS USED TO STAND A SYMBOL OF SADNESS
IN ALL THE OLD POETRIES ...
    RAIN .....
IF I COULD ENJOY...
IF I LIKE TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU
WILL NEVER COMPLAINING
   AND LEARN TO BE COOL WITH ALL THE MOMENT

     THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH RAIN,  
I WAS HAVING PROBLEM BY MYSELF
     THE  EMOTIOANL QUOTATION OF MINE
IS TOO WEAK
     I REALIZED WHERE THE PROBLEM IS,
BUT , HOW TO FIX IT?
    I TRIED SEVERAL WAYS ,
AND SEVERAL TIMES,
   I ALWAYS FAILED,  
I ESCAPED AND AFRAID OF BEING FACING THE HARD PART OF LIFE
  I CANNOT DO IT---I DONT WANT TO FAIL AGAIN
HOLD ON FOR ONE MORE TIME
  TO ENCOURAGE MYSELF ONCE AGAIN      
  TO BE TOUGH ,,,
WHAT IF ?   I CAN ...
WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH FOR BEING AGAIN LOSER
CHALL ENGE IT OR NOT?
ALL I GOT  MAYBE THE SAME
OR MAYBE DIFFERNT
IF I FAILED 100TIMES , TRY  THE 101TH TIME
TO WIN IS NOT THE ONLY PURPOSE OF LIFE
TO FAIL IS ALSO ONE PART OF LIFE.........










  

FOR SO MANY YEARS,   I  WAS THINKING , MY MIND WILL BE INTELLIGENT , MY HEART WILL
BE STRONG, MY ABILITY WILL BE IMPROVED, MY SHAPE WILL BE GOOD AS I EXPECT.
TIME WILL PROVIDE ALL THE QUALITY I REQUIRED ON MYSELF..................
WHEN I GROW UP, I WILL BECOME THE PERSON I LOVE TO SEE!  
SO, I NEVER DOING MY BEST --I DID NOT HAVE A PLAN FOR MY LIFE.
I LIKE A BOAT SAILLING  AIMLESS LY ON THE BIG OCEAN.  ...
ANYWAY THE WIND WILL TAKE ME TO SOME ISLAND....I WAS TOO OPTIMISTIC
I DIDNOT IMAGINED ABOUT THE SHIPWRECK...I COULD BE BURIED BY
THE HUGE WAVE.....
I DONT HAVE ANY COMPASS..IN THIS SEA TRIP.  OR, I THOUGHT
I WAS LIKE A BLIND STOLLER ALL THE PAST YEARS...
FORTURNATELY , I  HAVE NOT MEET ANY DANGEROUS SITUATIONS
BUT, I FOUND ...I SAILED TO NOWHERE, I STAY IN THE ORIGINAL PLACE
IT IS A JOKE,  IT IS A MOST SILLY RESULT I NEVER EXPECTED....
I WAS EMBRASSED AND SHOCKED ,
BECAUSE IT HURTED MY PRIDE,  BEING A FOOL , THAT IS A LESSON
FOR ME TO KNOW .
HOW SHAMFUL I FELT ABOUT MYSELF....
WHEN I SEE AROUND,
I HOPE NOBODY SEE THOSE AWKWARD MOMENT I WAS SUFFERING
ESPECIALLY FOR MY FREINDS,
AND MY FAMILY  ....ALL I WANT TO SHOW THEM, I CAN HANDLE WITH
EVERYTHING SO WELL, I DONT NEED ANY HELP,
I HATE IF THEY LOOK DOWN UPON ME, I HATE IF THEY THINK
THEY ARE BETTER THAN I AM...
  

THE TRUTH IS , THE MORE I WANT TO PROVE HOW SMART I AM,  IT TURN OUT TO BE
A SILLY SITUATION
OBVIOUSLY, I OVER-ESTIMATED MY CAPACITY, I WAS NOT SO GOOD AS I THOUGH
TO BE.   IN A LOT OF PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES, I TASTED SO MUCH BITTERNESS FOR MY EGO .....AND, I CANNOT TELL NOBODY....I DECIDEDED  FIND OUT SOME IDEAS .FROM SOMEONE..  NOBODY WAS AROUND  BY MY SIDE ANY LONGER, SINCE WHEN, I WAS SO ISOLATED?
LONG LONG TIMES AGO, I HAVEN'T ASKED HELP FROM ANYONE.....
WHAT A MESSING LIFE?
I WAS CONFUSING HOW TO CONTINUE ALL THIS ALONE.

  

MY FRIENDS , IF I COULD TRUST THEM,  MY FRIENDS, IF EVER I HAD
BE SO CLOSED TO THEM...
I WONT FEEL ANY TROUBLE TO RELY ON THEM.
I AM FEARFUL,  THINGS COULD NOT BE TURN BETTER
AND IT WILL MAKE THE RELATIONSHIP WORSE AND WORSE
HOW CAN I BRING MY OWN PROBLEM TO THEM?
THEY PROBABLLY ALSO HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEM...
LEARN TO THINK , LEARN TO BE A PROBLEM SOLVER
IT IS EVERY AN ALDULT S BASIC QUALITY.